What happen?

so now..its been..5 days after the break up..

And now i am very sure,this blog will be the place where i can dump every story which is related to him.

He still begging. And every time i read all the love messages, my eyes will filled wit tears and my brain is telling my heart, dont be fooled by those.He will never change.

Yea baby,be strong.

My mum text me the other day. Asking me,what happen.OMG!He really met my mum and confess and admit everything?I dont believe this.In my heart, "Fazrozen!ko nk kna bakar ke??"Well,he always have the guts.Since the very first time i met him,he always brave to meet my parent.

And then Cipok called and asked issit Shera told me about what happen that night until i decided to move on.Suprised.Everyone accused her,because she's the only one there.If they only knew.I don't understand these guys.They can kill sumone just because that sumone tell the truth.Footballers and honesty,cannot n never will combine.Thats true.They are hot but brainless.Sorry guys,I love u guys but i have to say this.And yet,there many girls are falling for them.For me,I just love man who are tough wit a sexy butt,and emm..proud face which,I only can found that on a sportsperson. By the way,I am not a bitch who is messing around because he's popular,I have my own reputation in Seremban,and if you guys still remember,i Dumped a hotter one before i met my ex.

Shera told me that one of the team member called her and membebel about her blog.we were shocked!a footballer read blogs??ahaha..well,he's always been sweet anyway.lalala..damn he's hot!!(u know who) akekeke..by the way,that team member was mad because shera wrote sumthing bout him and his gf.After i read the post,Ok this is my opinion,(jgn mengamuk ye kak)..ok she's a bit too far,but sumhow u dont need to serang la babe,theres a comment box right?just maki her there la.But what happen is his gf called shera,and blackmailed her.wow!And i am very sure shera will be banned forever.who cares!

The other thing,that hottie also blaming shera for what happen between me and fazrozen!ahahaha..that's funny..OK,here's the thing,yes shera did wrote sumthing on the wall,but she didnt knew that i followed her blog.So its not her fault.Everyone from Stad,knew it very well I'm a mind ur own shit type of a human being.I just wont bother about everything.Her blog did help me for 3%.All the confirmation about the cheating were done by sumone else.And i am going to write something about footballer later.EHEHEHE(evil laugh)

Its hard for me to be 2 different person in a time.There will be a minute i'll be sad,and then i will get back to reality and be the old Wani.Am trying my best to not showing everyone that i am frustrated and sad and if i cud,i want to cry for the whole week!Eventho i hav tonne of works to do,that doesnt really help.So what i did is i went hang out with friends.

LoTs of things reminded me of him.Curve,superheroes,marche,cineleisure,bed,table,towel, and bla bla bla...Damn..i hate this part..

He called again last night. Sumhow, i realized how much i love him. But,i also knew i deserved sumone better. Or maybe him, improve to be better. Do u remember Mr.Jones? Ok, i like him so much but since i broke up,i dont have any feelin towards him anymore. The heart is fully empty now.

I told Fazrozen today.."lets be friend first,if ader jodoh ader la.then we willl know whether u really love me or u just like me.If u kept begging and said u love me.u need me.bla bla bla..but in the same time u date other girls.thats no use la"..of course he wont agreed.Sorry my love,but that is how its going to be.I'm in no mood for love.

So now..the question is...WHERE CAN I FIND A BETTER VERSION OF HIM??