so..hi..this is the first time I'm writing a blog...the main reason??so that i can express the feeling which i cud not express in real life..there are too many things happen..too many..especially last year...last year has become the worse year that I'd ever have for 23 years of my life..but i have to admit that it make me stronger..and become a better person... so this year..is the year to change everything..to correct all the mistakes...and i want it to be a wonderful year...but first..i want to introduce you..who is VENILLIA
THE LIST..
1.i am 24 this year..a bit terrified with the number..but trying to act cool..keep telling myself..do something,get something,improve something...and it become a bit pressure..because..i am the person who likes to think more than i shud..that habit,sometimes its good,but sum times it makes people sick..especially my boyfriend..of course...
2.i am the third children in the family..the smallest..and the most unpredictable..the softest..for mak..I'm her everything..at first i thought she loves her sons more than she loves me..until one day when i accidentally read her diary,and i knew she loves me so much as i am the only daughter that can share everything with her..i love my dad too..but sumtimes his behavior can cause me headaches.by the way,i dont know how to show my love to him..wow,that's bad eyy...then i have a brother,a sister which i haven't talk for years,a little brother who can make me do anything for him..i love my niece,tica and afrinna..they were so cute and adorable..i wish my children will be as cute as them.
3.graduated from uitm,in diploma of mass communication..lots of people said..suits me..seems that i am a very outgoing person.
4.werk..emm..for now i am a production coordinator in capital production..well its not a well known company but i think we have more than enuff..i did the live sounds,waterscreen in putrajaya,MISA,Launching of eye on Malaysia,and many more..i cudnt remember..i still remember the first day i came to work..i didn't prepared,not even my resume..but Ryz,my GM,accept me..i start working right away..that is how i met zul aka Hercules..my idol in my working life..he taught me about lots of things which is important in event management..and the most part that i like,he kept me going..every time i lose my confidence..he always gave me "kata kata hikmah" in sarcastic way...he..well..it works..i had a crush towards him once,because he always there,he made me stronger..but then..i cant stand his sarcastic jokes,n i started to get emotional,then i quit..well..for a month..damien define it as "my itchy backside moment"..wahaha...but thanks to hercules..he made me comeback..and i'm still here..until now..and still liking to werk with him more than anyone else..ehehe..no more crush..just work..that's better eyy??
5.OMG..my boyfriend is at five? ahhaha...so..now..my love life..i have a crazy boyfriend..at least he drove me crazy..not for him..for his sumtimes irrational behavior..i always thought,i had a wonderful life,i love my job and I'm doing whatever i had planned to do..but..he is the spoiler..he gave me lots of headache due to his unprofessional cheating and lies..tenzz!!!!
6.friendship..i dont have muc trusted friends nowadays..last year,4 of my closest friend stab me from the bak..wow..sakit tau!since that on..i just keep the friends that i have now,,i dont trust ppl so muc.i have lots of boyfriends in my phone than girlfriends..the girls is only z,zati,nomi,phea,she,sara,joji,aina..itu aja kot..owh..lets not forget..the sisterhood of hiszness...juju elle n aimi--those are my loves ones..for the boys..sham,amir,amat,bedul,ajim,ery,ezani..this guys were awesome..they can really cope with my unpredictable behavior..and they always there to listen,to courage,to help wherever i need it...i love u guys!
thats it la...actually i have lots more to write but my eyes cannot open!ahhaha..that is what elle use to say bak in uitm when we are sleepy in the class..i miss those times..now i always busy...with my werkk..i rarely sleep in my place..so thats all for now..i will write again..the next title is about the events that i did...waaa..shliff!!!
THE LIST..
1.i am 24 this year..a bit terrified with the number..but trying to act cool..keep telling myself..do something,get something,improve something...and it become a bit pressure..because..i am the person who likes to think more than i shud..that habit,sometimes its good,but sum times it makes people sick..especially my boyfriend..of course...
2.i am the third children in the family..the smallest..and the most unpredictable..the softest..for mak..I'm her everything..at first i thought she loves her sons more than she loves me..until one day when i accidentally read her diary,and i knew she loves me so much as i am the only daughter that can share everything with her..i love my dad too..but sumtimes his behavior can cause me headaches.by the way,i dont know how to show my love to him..wow,that's bad eyy...then i have a brother,a sister which i haven't talk for years,a little brother who can make me do anything for him..i love my niece,tica and afrinna..they were so cute and adorable..i wish my children will be as cute as them.
3.graduated from uitm,in diploma of mass communication..lots of people said..suits me..seems that i am a very outgoing person.
4.werk..emm..for now i am a production coordinator in capital production..well its not a well known company but i think we have more than enuff..i did the live sounds,waterscreen in putrajaya,MISA,Launching of eye on Malaysia,and many more..i cudnt remember..i still remember the first day i came to work..i didn't prepared,not even my resume..but Ryz,my GM,accept me..i start working right away..that is how i met zul aka Hercules..my idol in my working life..he taught me about lots of things which is important in event management..and the most part that i like,he kept me going..every time i lose my confidence..he always gave me "kata kata hikmah" in sarcastic way...he..well..it works..i had a crush towards him once,because he always there,he made me stronger..but then..i cant stand his sarcastic jokes,n i started to get emotional,then i quit..well..for a month..damien define it as "my itchy backside moment"..wahaha...but thanks to hercules..he made me comeback..and i'm still here..until now..and still liking to werk with him more than anyone else..ehehe..no more crush..just work..that's better eyy??
5.OMG..my boyfriend is at five? ahhaha...so..now..my love life..i have a crazy boyfriend..at least he drove me crazy..not for him..for his sumtimes irrational behavior..i always thought,i had a wonderful life,i love my job and I'm doing whatever i had planned to do..but..he is the spoiler..he gave me lots of headache due to his unprofessional cheating and lies..tenzz!!!!
6.friendship..i dont have muc trusted friends nowadays..last year,4 of my closest friend stab me from the bak..wow..sakit tau!since that on..i just keep the friends that i have now,,i dont trust ppl so muc.i have lots of boyfriends in my phone than girlfriends..the girls is only z,zati,nomi,phea,she,sara,joji,aina..itu aja kot..owh..lets not forget..the sisterhood of hiszness...juju elle n aimi--those are my loves ones..for the boys..sham,amir,amat,bedul,ajim,ery,ezani..this guys were awesome..they can really cope with my unpredictable behavior..and they always there to listen,to courage,to help wherever i need it...i love u guys!
thats it la...actually i have lots more to write but my eyes cannot open!ahhaha..that is what elle use to say bak in uitm when we are sleepy in the class..i miss those times..now i always busy...with my werkk..i rarely sleep in my place..so thats all for now..i will write again..the next title is about the events that i did...waaa..shliff!!!
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