Gloomy again.

Maka harini aku masih lagi dlm mood aku yang tak berapa nak best. Dahla pms lepas tu...emm...lamanyaaaa......

Aku da naik muak dok umah sensorang. Try to kemas more but..nahh..f*** it la..MALAS. Tapi bila orang ajak keluar aku malas jugak. Tak sampai hati tengok orang tu happy jap g aku senyap jek.

Tak suke la..otak aku ni tak berhenti berfikir. Sebab asik fikir ni la buat aku gloomy. I know its a gift from Allah (alhamdulillah) but sometimes it hurts.

Apahal ni?

I keep telling myself, "It supposed not to be this way. At least not this kind of way." **Mesti korg tak paham perasaan apa yg aku maksudkan,tp cam biasa,biar aku je yg paham.

Asal aku slow je nih. Ish. Dah kurang senyum, kurang ketawa..suara pun jarang keluar dari mulut aku. Why do i have this kind of behavior.

Pagi tadi aku terfikir lagi. Tak boleh la. Its a wrong choice and i dont want to repeat the same mistake again.

I'm very sure i've decided not to be listed as one of the bimbo wags. Not at their level at least. No way.

Tezz. I need some distractions.

**to all friends..i am so sorry for acting weird.sometimes i'm out of control.