Have you ever.

You had been searching for one thing for so long. Been trying so hard until you gave up and put a full stop towards your effort. And that is when you decided to let it be.

Suddenly, something unexpected happens. You were walking blankly on the street and something caught your eyes. And suddenly your blood is streaming excitedly in your veins and your heart beats were dancing to something that is not sure. So without doubt, you decided to choose that one eventho you knew that you had better before.

At one moment, you woke up in the middle of the night, you looked at it by the side of your bed, and wondering. Why do you choose this one. Why do you wasted on this one. You realize that you has no answer for every questions that you had in your mind.

And you were wondering are you regretting the decision that you had made.

But you were smiling..realizing that maybe it is for you. Maybe you should just let it be by the side of your bed. Keep it near to your heart to heal every pain that you had.

And you were happy enough to have it even though it is not the most expensive, the best quality, or the best thing that it will be.

And you wouldnt care as long as you are happy with it.

That is when you realize, no matter how much you wasted, how much you regret it, it will always be there. No matter how heartless and hurts that it has gave you, you will always let it be there.

That..what we called LOVE...wonderful..yet can be painful.