Monolog (part 2)

Hmm. Today is 18th May 2009. Its been 3 months now.

And..
i woke up with the same sadness that i had 3 months ago.

Still drove back with tears streaming down the face.(while listening to "roxette - its must have been love" again)

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning.

**The Reason, Hoobastank.

This morning i wish he will understand.

That regretting to be there when i dont need to be is the last thing i ever wanted to feel.